From the sounds that disappear to the changes that we fear, one day you'll fail to breathe, & all you are left with are memories.
Music Playlist at MixPod.com IamHazira Hello & thanks for stopping by. I'm Hazira/Haz i am Seventeen. (fifteen january, nineteen ninety two) A Teetotaller. I am fallible & sometimes impetuous. Though I'm weak inside, I'm thriving just the same. && am currently studying at ITE COLLEGE CENTRAL,Higher Nitec In Early Childhood Education. Find me in FACEBOOK or my semi-dead Friendster account. Hazira Adlan Create Your Badge Leave me a note Alternative Exits Sarah Rogers♥ Hariza♥ Farisha♥ Shahirah♥♥♥ Mira Mooooore♥♥♥ Sukini Adams♥♥ Zatie♥♥ Aniqah Moez♥♥ Nas BUDDY!♥♥♥ Tania Bolton♥♥ Erma Eyli Khairul♥♥ Hafizah♥ Huda♥ Ema♥ Fadlie♥ Jenny Reena Pancake Noi Sally Melly♥ Fyy♥ Kalyisah♥ Kartigha♥ Lynn♥ Sylvia♥ Hady Tutu Zana♥ Aisyah♥ Aniz♥ Izzaidah♥ Seri♥ Hasif Denise Esther Piggy Eudy Omar Zai Oreoboy Hazmi Afan♥ Santi Asrul♥♥ Aini Naps Ruth Ventimiglia Wanny Just Remember September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Thursday, November 5, 2009 Saf buddy introduced me to this song by D'Massive & i liked it. "Ku akui ku sangat sangat menginginkanmu. Tapi kini ku sadar ku di antara kalian. Aku tak mengerti, ini semua harus terjadi Ku akui ku sangat sangat mengharapkanmu. Tapi kini ku sadar ku tak akan bisa. Aku tak mengerti, ini semua harus terjadi Lupakan aku, kembali padanya. Aku bukan siapa-siapa untukmu. Kucintaimu tak bererti bahawa ku harus memilikimu selamanya. Ku akui ku sangat sangat menginginkanmu. Tapi kini ku sadar ku di antara kalian. Aku tak mengerti." Wednesday, November 4, 2009 a w a y okay so my last post was two weeks ago. The reason why i didn't update was because my laptop was infected by 39 different bloody-hell viruses. So for now, i won't be doing much here in Blogger & Facebook. Will get back again as soon as poor, dear laptop is being treated. Bye! Sunday, October 18, 2009 Oh! Dearest Buddies, Safira & Nas, I still remember the first day we met We were too shy to say much at all It's funny to think back to that time Because now we're having a ball! They say that true friendship is rare An adage that I believe to be true Genuine friendship is something that I cherish I am so lucky to have met you. Our bond is extremely special It is unique in it's own way We have something irreplaceable I love you more and more each day. We've been through so much together In so little time we've shared I will never forget all the moments that you've shown me how much you cared. Friends are forever Especially the bond that you and I possess I love your fun-filled personality Somehow you never fail to impress. The world could use more people like you it would certainly be a better place I love everything about you You are someone I could never replace. You are always there for me When my spirits need a little lift I cannot thank you enough for that You are truly an extraordinary gift. You are everything to me and more I could never express that enough Life is such a treacherous journey, and Without you it would be even more tough. Our story will continue to grow With each passing day Because I trust that with you by my side Everything will always be Okay. You are so dear to me You know I will love you until the end I will always be there for you, and You will always (and forever) be my best friend. XOXO, Haz shop till we almost drop, but didnt. Dear Nur Nasriah Bte Atan (Nas Buddy), As I think of our friendship, I begin to see Mere words can't describe what you mean to me. When this cold, hard world has me lonesome and blue I look up to see my angel, my sweet angel, you. You dry the tears that fall from my eyes. You bring me sunshine to brighten my sky. You rescue me when I'm scared and alone And take my hand to lead me home. No matter the miles that keep us apart We're always together in each other's hearts Sometimes we take for granted, I fear, The ones who are so close and dear. We get so caught up in life and things we must do Sometimes we forget to stop and say I love you. If ever you felt I forgot or didn't care Let me stop right now, my true feelings I'll share. You're the sun in my sky, the bed where I lie. You're the home where I'm safe, the field where I play. You're everything I am, everything I do. So what I am saying is I LOVE YOU. ------------------------------------------------------ Alright, so anyway, went to Orchard with Nas buddy in the afternoon just now. Met her at Bugis Station first at 3.15pm. Then headed to see a few things and then went to eat at Raffles Hospital's Banquet. It wasn't that fun, just the two of us. Saf couldn't go as she was working. But, having just Nas with me was a whole lot of fun. Then we took the train to Orchard. We went to Uni Qlo in Ion, where, we were acting like Perakus. We grabbed whatever top that we thought were nice and began trying them on. We were so tempted to buy everything we were holding. Then one of this girl thought i was one of the workers there and said, " Excuse me, may i know... ", before her dad pulled her away. Just because i was wearing a parka from there doesn't mean i work there. Haha. So in the end, we bought one each. I bought a black hooded sweater and Nas's was green. Then we promised each other to come back there next week to get the rest of the things we eyed for. After that, we went to other shops. While walking, we, unexpectedly, bumped into Omar, who was with his family. Stopped to say Hi and we walked on. Went to 7-Eleven to get drinks. While walking to Sultana Park, Omar texted, saying that he thought of joining us. So we stopped and waited for him before continuing our jeorney. We sat there for an hour, i think, or more, idk, and talked about alot of things. From Batam moments that were missed, to how many siblings Nas has. I laughed alot that night, once again, all thanks to baby Nassy. Haha sorry nas. Got that from Saf. Anyway, had an awesome time with Nas. & Omar. Okay that's about it. Bye! XOXO, Haz Wednesday, October 14, 2009 please spare me, dear flu I am down with flu for almost 3 days now. Best Friend accompanied me to the Doctor's early in the morning before school starts just now. He met me in the bus. Thanks for that, dear Best friend. & Dear Buddies, thanks for your care and concern. Forcing me to drink warm, plain water, watching out for the things that i put in my mouth, asking about how i'm feeling. I love you both so much, i couldn't comprehend enough.A best friend is the one who can look at you with the biggest smile on your face and still know that something's not right.You're always there when there is something missing. So without you, life could be pretty boring & definetely empty. XOXO, Haz Labels: nothing else matter when you're here Monday, October 12, 2009 There comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama & the people who created it & you surround yourself with the people who makes you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus solely on the good. Afterall, life is too short to be anything, but happy. And there's also a point in life when you're tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything. But that's not called "giving-up". Its realizing that you don't need certain people, the bullshit & the drama they bring. I've been through a lot of shit this year, but i'm gonna keep my head up, like my nose is bleeding. - Weezy F. Babyy Labels: you'll never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have Sunday, October 11, 2009 darn M18 movieeees! I was in Yishun from Thursday to Sunday & i was alone at home most of the days. On Saturday, bestfriend came over to Yishun to teman me. We went to the movies. Then we planned to watch Darah. Bestfriend told me that the movie was M18 but i told him that it wasn't. I really thought it was rated PG or NC16 or something uh. So bestfriend went to buy the tickets. Then the counterlady asked for ICs and bestfriend showed his. I didn't bring mine. Even if i did, i couldn't enter also. So no difference there. I was sooooo looking forward to that movie, only to find out that i CAN'T watch it. Sedih pe hidup ni mcm. Tsktsk Labels: come, come January Thursday, October 8, 2009 " Just wanted to let you know that whatever it is that you're going through, you will always have me somewhere near you. I really do not know what's holding you back. You're not telling me about anything & always leaving me to figure out things on my own. It makes me wonder sometimes. Is it because you don't trust me? Or you're still not comfortable about telling me your personal stuff? I'm not telling you this over and over again to prove anything to you or trying my hardest to impress you and show that i'm worthy to be your friend. It's just that i do not know why, i feel too overprotective of you. & I know it's very hard to trust someone we barely know. Whenever i want to help you out with things, you won't let me. And do you know how that made me feel? It's like i'm incapable of doing what's best for you. Call myself a best friend. I'm not doing anything that shows i'm that. & i feel so ridiculously terrible. I'm not insensible enough to try & force things out of you, to force you to let me in & i really don't know if i'm already tired of doing that. You can wake me up in the midst of the night, call me whenever, ask to meet me to talk to me at anytime of the day or whatever. I'm totally up for that. By what you're doing now, without realising it, you're putting me in a very difficult position, where i have to figure out what i am actually here for, whether or not if i'm of any use to you. & i've told you this before, You mean the whole world to me. The thing is, you're leaving me out of your world. & i'm still searching hard for the answer, hoping that someday, the answer will come and find me. I'm not asking for anything from you. Just your faith in me. Is that too much to ask for? & if if you still insist, i don't mind spending my nights, figuring you out. Because putting my sleep off, will definetely be worth it." XOXO, Haz Day Two of Batam Peeps Raya Outing Nas buddy <3 Wednesday, October 7, 2009 Jalan raya-ed with Batam mates. Not all of them actually. Only a part of the Batam family. Met Aniz, Nas & Izz @ Yishun bus interchange at 2 but Aniz was late & she reached at 2.45. Bussed down to Pasir Ris, to our first stop, Omar's house. When we reached there, we got kinda lost & we had trouble finding his house. We had to walk quite a distance before reaching his house. It was only our first house & the four of us were already sweating like crazy horses. After some time trying to locate his soo sooo huge house, we finally found it. Five minutes later, Seri, Zana, Tiq, Aishah & Haziq arrived in taxis. We ate macaroni there & had a tour aroung his huge house. After Omar's, we took the train to Choa Chu Kang, Izz's house. There was this really cute baby named Adam. His pipi maha main peranan. It's like melting off his face, so frigging chubby. We watched Bohsia there & after Maghrib, we headed to Woodlands, Haziq's house. There was, which, to Zana's delight, Cheese Cookies. So we took photos and blah blah and the last house was Tiq's house, in Sembawang. Her house was nice & cosy and there was Tam Tam! After that we went down to her void deck and main bunga api. Haha then we took lots & lots of photos & i went home by train & stopped at Bedok. Confident masih ade bus. It was already 11.45. Sekali da semangat nak tunggu bus, the board says, LAST BUS 2315. haha terus kecundang sekejap. Kene naik cab. Only 4 houses but am so tired. haha & tomorrow will be another day of Batam Family raya outing. k bye goodnight! Sunday, October 4, 2009 i've not been blogging for a week now. Sibuk jalan raya lah konon. So for the past few days, this was what happened. Wednesday - 30 September 2009 Jalan raya with old mates. Thursday - 1 October 2009 Celebrate best friend's birthday at Swensen's & saw someone who i didn't really wanna see. Friday - 2 October 2009 Jalan raya with Pekkuns & realized that one day wasn't enough to cover all our houses. There were food in every house (almost). Macaroni, & another Macaroni, Nasi Ayam Penyet, Mee Soto, Mee Something @ dee's house, Mee Birthday. The last house was Niq's house & we reached her house by cab at 12.30am. How tak senonoh is that? Visiting people's house very late at night. Obviously there wasn't any transportation available for us to get home so my Abang fetched me & the rest took the cab home. Very tiring but awesome day. Saturday - 3 October 2009 Went out with dyla. I bought an oversized MJ shirt for 12 bucks. Sunday - 4 October 2009 At hoomeeeee && yeah, our exam results were out on thursday. Alhamdulilah, i did pretty okay & was happy at my results & the GPA. XOXO, Haz Monday, September 28, 2009 Tuesday, September 15, 2009 Dear Buddies & Dear Bestfriend, Finding friendship like ours is like nailing Jello to a tree - Impossible. Because we laugh at things that aren't funny Because we dance to the music that shouldn't be danced to Because we smile at things that don't matter But these are the things that set us apart from everyone else. Because you do your thing, & i'll do mine Because you are you, & I am I But in the end, when we end up being friends, It's Beautiful. Because we fight Because we scream at each other Because we punch & we pinch Because sometimes we misunderstand each other But life is like Photography - We use the Negatives to develope. Because you don't like the things i like Because i don't like the things you like Because you don't agree with some of the things that i say/do Because i don't agree with some of the things you say/do Because you don't like the songs i listen to Because i don't like the songs you listen to Because you don't dress like me Because i don't dress like you Because we don't have alot of things in common But our differences are the ones that brought us together. Because we barely new each other Not even for a year But that is why im never bored with you guys Everytime we talk, it's always about something new Everytime we do things, it's always our first time doing it. Having you guys in my life makes me more happy than a bird with a French Fry. XOXO Labels: because we're tighter than a fat guy in spandex
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay